Thursday, March 27

#march


One step has been done.

(a morning sky from the room number 201)

I don’t know which feelings I have to choose between sad or happy knowing she gets better, ready to go home after 2 weeks being hospitalized. Thanks God for the March, for the joy and learning.

March has taught me a lot that I’m still far from maturity, still childish and many parts of me have to be fixed. After two weeks being hospitalized, (last night) my mother was allowed to go home. I don’t know, I can’t hide my feelings knowing the fact that mother could pass it and a phase has gone away. I hope yesterday was the last I drive her using wheelchair, amin. Stay healthy, Ibu sayang!

I dont’t know how much I walked to and fro yesterday until elderly next the door admonished me to walk slowly. I felt so excited accompanying mother to see doctor after several therapies have been done, packing up, going here and there, picking these and those. Started from 2 weeks ago, days looked harder than usual. I skipped several morning classes, being late and another. But, it’s pretty fair, she got much better from the first time she came to UGD. I'm sorry for not serving you well for this 3 months, especially 2 weeks recently. There are a lot of things happened on this month and yeah, worth enough. I love you March, and the people on it! Thank you, God. I believe, people don’t come to us accidentally, their coming has been written to teach us something worth. And so does my mother. What a valuable month after a long journey! HI YEAH. And today, sky looks much brighter. I hope You make the next journey feels smooth. Amin. Too much stories that I can't tell huaaaaa I love you Ibuuuuk. Eat well, sleep well, and may Allah bless us always. I'm sorry for everyone whom I have disturbed, time, mind, or anything. I do sorry, deeply.